Kiss me goodbye, im defying gravity.

GOSH im such a TV junkie. haha. once im addicted to a show, i can actually watch it over and over again. can u believe it? lol.

anyways, this may sound crazy but i actually miss going to school. okay, before you criticise me or anyth, let me break it down for you. When i say i miss school, i miss being in school cause i actually have a purpose for being there. Now my life is just... pointless. i have nowhere to go and my daily routine is just crappy. My weekdays will start out with a fruitful morning cause i will be at work with Dina, and then when she goes to work i head home. and everyday is like that, its frustrating. i spend most of my time at home, watching TV. atleast when i had school last time, my life wasnt this boring. people may say, get a job, or hangout with friends. One, its frigging hard to get a job. Two, all my besties are just busy. Work, school, and whatnots. and also for a fact that i can count the number of besties i have with my fingers on just one hand. haha.

i hang out with dina mostly, and buddy, you are also very busy most of the time. and when ure free, im not. and thats...sad. The list we made, i guess its easier said than done. I was super disapointed when canoeing was not an option. ): and Singapore is such a borrrring place. its like i wish im in america or sumth, with my own personal RV so i can tour with Dina. hahaha. clubbing is a no-no, so the only options left are Gigs and shopping. and shopping is pointless when you are broke all the time haha. and gigs.. hmm. guess thats the only thing.

sigh, my life seriously sucks. its just weird cause when i was in school, i said the same thing. maybe, just maybe, im asking for too much, and never satisfied with what i have?

lotsa love.