your're so gay, you dont even like boys.

i dont usually get myself involved in stuffs like this, but this thing is just making me irritated, disgusted and feeling super absurd to even call myself a girl! i dont usually like to talk about other people's life in my blog, but i just have to let this particular one out.

you see, a week ago or so, i got to know this guy and we were texting and stuffs, and i almost fell for him. note, ALMOST. i am always curious about people and hence obviously i was curious about him too, so i randomly check if he has a facebook account. and well holy crap he has a facebook account alright, but it was updated by his dearest girlfriend. hell i was pissed, cause he obviously wanted to be more than friends then (this isnt self-proclaimed, he was begging me to give him a chance cause i initially wanted to stop befriending him when i found out he was a mat). i felt really bad for the girl, because obviously she doesnt know her boyfriend is gallivanting behind her back. well, this dude said he was single. i then asked him again after finding out, and he still insisted that he was.

i am no crafty bitch, but i really felt like i needed to do something, but wasnt sure what i was supposed to do. i then consulted my besties, and asked for their opinion.

after brainstorming all possibilities, there was only one way to let it all out. i wrote her a message on facebook, to tell her everything. From start till the end. well, they got into a fight alright. how did i know? i saw their wall-war on facebook. i was glad, not because i had my revenge, but because i thought she had finally stepped out of her shell and realised that that dude was no more than a douschebag. well, apparently this wasnt the first time that that dude had cheated on her. but hell, was i wrong. her facebook status went from "married" to "engaged" to "single" to "engaged to ________". fuck, obviously they are still together?

i mean, what the fucking hell are you up to dude? why is it so difficult for you to let go of him and move on?

she doesnt lack anyth yet she still continues hanging around such a dickhead. is her head screwed up or something? god, if her answer to my questions is that "i love him too much i cant bear to let go", then screw you. cause you know what? that is not called love, that is called stupidity. cause obviously that dude just wanted her around to play around with her, or even worst, to get into her pants or someth. face it, dont you feel like crap when someone betrays you? jeez, what an IDIOT.

god, i feel so stupid right now. what a wreck she is to the female society. i am not trying to bring anybody down, nor am i trying to break up relationships, please im not a person who loves to wash other people's dirty laundries in public. instead, i just wished she was a bit more smarter and move on. yeah you love the person like mad, but hellloooooo, earth to you, he doesnt. so get your ass outta there and move the fuck on.

lotsa love.