Vlog

ok, know what? screw the world. im not gonna fucking care how people are gonna judge me, what i say or do doesnt matter to anybody. and im not gonna give a shit about how other people are gonna react to what i say or do for that matter, cause seriously, im done with all the deal of trying to act like you fucking own the world or something.

ive been holding back on myself for these few days, thinking through every single details of whatever that is happening to me, questioning why im the one facing such crap, not other people. and then i asked myself, 'seriously?'. im done with the drama, all the bullshits.

so yeah, i am not gonna fucking care, holding back on vulgarities cause i used to think its uncool for girls to say such words but whatever, i am seriously not gonna give a damn. think what you want, say what you wanna say. I face to the consequences of my own actions, so do you. Own up if you're daring enough, but nahh, you are just one pussy to actually do something as bold as that, cause behind those swagger, i seriously fucking know that you have no guts. Face it, dude. You are just not up for reality.

I am done with my first Vlog, still unsure whether i wanna put it up on youtube. After editing and stuffs, i think its really cool and funny. It features me and my little bro, and it's called bubble-gummylicious. I know, ridiculous name, but ohwells, im still contemplating though. Once again, i wanna emphasize, no, i am not trying to be anybody. But like shanedawson, ive always had a dream. And that was to go to Hollywood. If you are my true friend, you would know, cause like other girls, i read tabloid mags every single fucking day, but unlike them, i literally read every single details in the mag and cut out pieces of information i think is cool, awesome and dope. Pretty creepy and insane i should say. I think i should be a paparazzi, haha. But what can i scoop about in singapore? Jack Neo and his horny bitches? Haha, oops. ;p

Anyways, off topic but yeah my Vlog. Im thinking of doing more like a Video Journal, which also features my crazy awesome friends. And not many people know, but i do video responses on youtube, haha. But then after a day or two, i delete it for fear somebody i know would watch it. -___- Welcome to my sad lifestory! haha. But from today onwards, im not gonna delete anything anymore. Cause, like i said, im done trying to buy my way into things. (:

lotsa love.
and you are a whore if you find my interest in Vlogging ridiculous. (: Just kidding! :DDD