man in the mirror.

mann, i really miss MJ. and i feel like a fag, cause like most people, i started to appreciate him again only after his death. which is sad, cause he was my first real idol.

i still remembered dancing to 'beat it', freaking out over 'thriller' and singing loudly to 'smooth criminal' and wondering what 'crescendo' meant. but the thing i cant forget the most was falling in love with the young michael, when he did 'Billie Jean' at Motown.

no, im not being random. i just finished watching his documentary film a while ago, and even at age 50, i was still blown away by his awesomeness, especially during 'the way you make me feel'. it was such a tear-jerking experience, especially when he questioned our love for Earth and stuffs.

indeed a true king of pop. when my mum said that watching him on TV and stuffs makes her feel like its unbelievable MJ is dead, yeah i kind of feel that way too.

three days of tears. haha. The Notebook, Dirty Dancing, This is it.

i am officially nuts!

lotsa love.