she aint messing with no broke.

I'm happy.
Very VERY happy.
For some reason.

Yet.
At the same time, i know i can be happier than i am now.
Maybe one day, when i meet someone i can share my happiness with.
Maybe, just maybe, that person is already there, but im just totally super blind.

But like the other day when i had a discussion with my lesbian partner (haha) on the MRT, i guess for me the intensity has faded away.

Maybe cause i know i still like this person, and i cant get over him, cause he was the only one who stood out for me. but at the same time, i know we can only be BFFs. or so i thought. every time i have a conversation with another guy, i dont feel the connection anymore. is there something wrong with me?

i was able to text them just anything last time, but now, it just feels wrong cause i feel like im cheating and lying to myself?

i dont know, and i dont wanna care. but it hurts to keep thinking about it subconciously.

lotsa love..