Was reading Dina's blog about how she thinks her life is pathetic. Haha. I find it pretty amusing actually, cause all this time i had been thinking about the same thing too.

I had been wondering how my life would have been if i had not go through my life like that in the past 4 years in secondary school. Why Secondary school? come on, like you dont know. Sec Sch is like the time when we all evolve into someone, where the environment plays a major situation. Like how Pikachu evolves into Raichu when you love it so much, but becomes a bitch if you dont wanna talk to it everyday, or dont use it for training. (yellow gameboy version) ok i know wtf but yeah you get my drift.

I think i have always been protected amidst my friends and family, and i listen to advises like some goody-two shoes. I dont club, drink or smoke. I have a curfew (till now), i cant go out w/o permission and "grounding" is enforced when i break the 9868384687634 rules. yeah. i hang out only at places suitable for kids as well, and my parents are control-freaks. Sorry i have to say this, but i dont think i have cool friends. Maybe cause im not cool also (haha Dina you can laugh) thus the not-cool clique. And my life has always been planned and perfectly normal. No such things as my brother having a shotgun wedding, or my father remarrying, that kind of intolerable bullshits. All FINE. not that im asking for anything like that to happen, but everything is too GOOD in my life. i want some bad-ass action, i dont know like what, maybe like im in some movie or something. hahaha, drama-mama feelings.

but yeah, i mean what i said. all of the above.

Can SOMEONE brighten up my life right now? i dont think my life is pathetic. i think its just a little screwed up.

lotsa love.