pardon me?

had a great great day today with dina malyana binte ismail, bestest friend ever and forever will be. (: Initially wanted to head down to Marina just to chill out but ended up heading to Novena's Square 2 and Velocity instead cause it was such a hot day and we actually missed the shuttle bus and had to wait an hour for the next one. At Novena we went to LJS, a place that serves awesome clam chowder (!) Tks dude for the treats! i owe ya one. We spent most of the time talking nonsense, making fun of our old schoolmates and discussing some of the most grossest topic like.... nipples. HAHAHAHA. we were laughing so damn hard all the way back from Novena to Woodlands. Somehow or another, causeway point ended up to be the place we ended up at but it was still fun cause we went to John Little and Dina got this really nice looking lipstick. I was so tired i guess, that i wasnt so responsive i realised. Then Metro, where we checked out the shoes, and fell in love with Victoria Beckham's fragrance eu de toilette. haha. (and i still dont get why you hate her -___-).

Payday is tomorrow! but darn it, i owe so many people money i will be broke again by next week. Dang It!

lotsa love.

dreams are what that makes me stronger.

ohmygod.

i had a realy REALLY strange dream last night. i was having this conversation with my brother, and we were contemplating on getting our eyebrow pierced. i kept telling him how it wouldnt hurt cause when they pierced my ears last time, (i was referring to the one at the top part of my ear) it didnt hurt at all. and so we went to the same place i had my ear pierced last time. Power 9 at causeway point. and we had our eyebrows done. miraculously enough, i KNEW it was a dream. i could feel that i was. and whats even more shocking was that i didnt feel any pain at all and was so happy i had that dream. when i woke up, i hoped it was real. how stupid is that?

im no go-getter and was never an enthusiasts. but believe me, i thought for a moment that was where i belonged. the rebellious one. hahahahaha. wtf?

okay, im talking thrash. maybe thats cause im alone in the cafe right now making very little money. DINA HURRY UP AND COME! lols.

one two one two three four.

I just dont get you. You appear when i dont feel like talking to you at all, and you just werent there when i really desperately needed you. Is it my fault things turn out this way? I'm missing alot of things.

Cause if this is how things are gonna be from now on, we might as well stop all this and just move on.

Yeah, that will be totally perfect. Exactly what i need. Right. Now.

Hey mister, i miss you. Alot. But i dont know how to talk to you again. It doesnt change anything.

i want u so badly.

the past few days, i spent my days in the cafe chatting with dina over boyfriend stuffs and all. it was fun, cause it had been ages since i had such a girl talk. usually i had one with atika, but now shes very busy with school and stuffs and i dont wanna bother her. besides, she already has a boyfriend and i think shes pretty set on setting her future with him so talking about "characteristics of a dream guy" wont be the same. haha. on the other hand dina is single but however i dont think is available anymore now especially shes like on demand at her workplace. :P

so anyways, i have also been doing some serious thinking. about the same topic. k lets face it. ive chatted with ALOT of guys online, mostly i know through social websites. (dont laugh at me -__-) i dont expect much from those guys, except that i treat them as my personal responsive blog. altho it may seem insignificant, i learn alot fr these dudes. seriously. ive encountered alot of different guys. sex maniacs, not good looking at all dudes asking me to be their girlfriend HAHA and good looking dudes who cant get over their ex. Most of the time i end up being their good frens cause i realise im very bubbly and responsive when chatting/texting with them. BUT. im a totally different person in reality. i have a problem communicating with guys. YES, like nerds/geeks out there, i just cant speak properly when im communicating with a guy face to face. Worst still, i have a problem of making eye contacts with the person. and i really hate that! its also annoying that my brain will go on a riot against me by going blank all of a sudden.

And thus, is that why im still boyfriendless till now? lol. i sound like some desperate, but im already 18! i see people changing boyfriends like changing clothes. haha. but is my lack of social reality skills the reason why? or isit because im unattractive? hahaha. gosh, i sound like some emoshit with such a low self esteem.

bt ohwells, i guess i just have to continue on waiting for my knight in shining armour. hopefully not forever!

lotsa love.

AMERICAN IDOL

ok, most of you guys know im a hugehuge fan of american idol. last year, adam lambert left a legacy with his awesomeness. This year, its even better! i have a few favs, and trust me, they are all SO TALENTED! here are some of my favs.

Tyler Grady is one of my favs because he has the 60s-70s thing abt him that you just cant ignore.
Alex LAMBERT. i know, how coincidental is that? hes just plain cute haha.
Casey James. SUPER SEXAY. lol. even victoria beckham was in love with him, especially when he took off his clothes during the audition. GOSH.
And Tim Urban. Just look at those tiny mouth!

Other favs are, Andrew Garcia, aka super cool dad, and John Park, Korean Hottie! lol.

k im gg nuts!

lotsa love. :P

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Heyho everybody! Im at my workplace right now. Dina aint here with me, and im superbored. lucky i brought my laptop with me! Haha. no customers yet, but thts fine with me. i just hope atleast, people WILL come in and buy something. gosh they are all like curious but afraid to come in. Out of desperation i even placed a notice board outside telling them "YES, YOU CAN COME INTO THIS CAFE" haha. but ohwells, i cant force can i?

so anyways, this week has been awesome. no family problem or anything else. im pretty happy. okay, i see tht most of the students are done with classes and having a break right now. gtg!

lotsa love. (:
and i mean it hunneh. ok wtf?

happily ever after

OHEMGEE! i just gt myself a new lappy and im using it right now, AWESOMENESS! lols. a little bit cranky ah cause this is the first time in my 19 years of living owning something super expensive and paying for it. heehee. i love it! heres a picture of my lovely lappy!

okay im just so happy! lols.

anyways, yesterday i actually fell down the bus infront of 3 hot guys. YES. embarassing enough, the bus driver actually didnt move his bus, out of concern and hence all the passengers had a chance to peek through their windows who the hell was causing such a ruckus on the bus steps. Ruckus cause, when i fell, i made this sound that sounded like some explosion just took place or something. -__- pathetic! haha.

bt ohwells, worth it cause i gt this lappy! haha.

bought it at Golden Shoe. i know, public holiday, CBD area? i must be mad. haha. but i had alot of fun la! cause the place was damn empty with all the shops closed. i had ALOT of fun. hahaha.

k bye!

lotsa love. (idk whats wrong with blogger, my words were all centred automatically. :/ )

Mama who bore me.

 

i should never trust my intuition anymore since it has been proven today that whenever i do things i think is right especially after i did a huge mistake before that, it always turns out to be an even bigger mistake. worse still, having history repeat itself once again but this time portrayed by different people.

Deja Vu?

today, hanged out with dearest dina at 313@somerset. the place is awesome! it has a four-storey F21 store plus mango opposite its third storey and a hugeass fast food restaurant! realy realy awesome place and tdy was well spent cause dina got this really gorgeous dress that really accentuates her figure plus this uber-cute hairscarf, both at F21. im into biker jackets right now, and i saw one at Zara which was super-ex but damn nice to look at and wear cause the material was like comfy to touch and all. gosh, paycheck coming soon, new job coming too, i am SO GONNA GO ON A BLOODYHELL SHOPPING SPREE! :D i cant wait! 

no cute guys in sight today, pretty sad. accompanied dina to her workplace after that and im so in love with the aura angmokio/bishan brings. i felt super peaceful la! wanted to chill out at BP for a while but last minute decided not to cause my feet were in blisters and i wanted to get home BADLY. 

i think thts about it. HAPPY 19th 'CRAZY' BIRTHDAY DINA lol and all the best in your future endeavors! and congrats on the 300 dollars! (no link haha, but wth? im still jealous omgg). may we stay best frens till we grow old and wrinkled! (:

im gonna be more matured both on the inside and out in solving this problem we are facing right now, which i just dont get why its even hapening in the first place. everybody make mistakes you know, and besides, being blur is not my forte so chill it man.  

lotsa love. 

a little piece of heaven.

work has been super duper awesome. its so much better than having to work at NTUC fairprice as a cashier and get cheated of my money every damn day and being scolded like a dog by bloody foreigners who cant appreciate the fact that they are living in OUR country. ok im exaggerating. im never a racist or nationalist, but its a fact. i know singapre isnt exactly my country, like im not the person who made it or whatever but still. it just SUCKS.

anyways, i cant wait for tmr. will be chilling out with dearest dina at sembawang park for no specific reason. altho i see her every single day at work, i still feel we need a time outside of work to just chill and hang out. and talk about boys. W guy and CWG. lol.

this is random, but i think im in love. hahahahaha.

lotsa love.

this may be a little too late, but may The Rev aka James Sullivan rest in peace. A7x will never be the same w/o u. we are ur hardcore fans, and u will be missed. ):

Mr. Brightside

Ian Somerhalder VS Paul Wesley.
I think Ian is just too hot. Just look at this.

WOOHOO.

haha, okay i sound like some pervert. :P

anyways, how ironic it is that my previous post was about how happy i was to have a job at Fairprice. guess what? im quitting soon. i just cant accept the fact that the term 'newbie' doesnt apply there. not gonna elaborate nuch and sound like some whiney loser haha. those who knows just keep it low aights?

i dont know why but im losing interest in blogging. guess its cause i dont have much to write about these days since my day revolves around eat sleep work the last couple of weeks. but its all gonna end soon. :)

i cant wait to start work at Starlite Cafe!
and i cant wait to see you for the last time W guy! i will miss you! (: uknowiknow dina. :D

lotsa love.