My heart beats for you.

Shoot the stars down.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

we all know Emo and Mcr Are Awesome! no question ask xD lol

HAHAHAH! True that! ;D

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Friday, June 25, 2010

i didn't realise u were nt asking anonymously. my bad T_T lol

Sighhh. Hahaha. ;p

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Wednesday, June 9, 2010

My heart beats for you.

Hey, i really, really, really miss you. Alot. I bet you dont feel the same way, cause im a nobody in your life obviously. But hey, when i saw those pictures, of you and her, i felt a deep stab of jealousy. I cant blame you though, it was my mistake things turn out this way. Maybe it would have been different if i didnt suddenly disappear into thin air. but i couldnt help it, i needed to escape. No, i dont regret my mistake actually, im just figuring out myself. I dont even know what i want, how could i be sure it was you? Im really sorry. We had too much in common, that it was impossible. Yeah, i still miss you alot though. Doesnt change anything.

here i am.
still wanting more.

Monday, June 7, 2010

Was straightening my hair out after so long, when i realised that my hair has grown so much! Now it's reaching the tip of my shoulder blades. Wow. I am so gonna grow it till it reaches i dont know where. haha. cool.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

loser in loserville.

haha, some people can be super immature sia.
and in the end i had the last laugh cause he was too pissed off that he commented on all possible places he could find me, begging me to fuck off.

hahahaha, really, kesiaaan! no grudge against ITE kids, but this one is a super stupid Mat whose english suck so bad, with no brains cause he got mad when i said i had better things to do than follow him "riding" at 12 midnight. hahaha, if you were a good person, you would have known better than to ask me such a thing.

and what's worse, was that when he didnt know how to fight back, he brought my parents name into the show. LMFAO. he said that he fucked my mom, saw her naked and all that bullshit. and then when i said "wow, didnt know you had a taste for old women in their 50s. you must be worse than a whore, cause atleast they fuck people with $$ albeit being old!" hahaha, & then i asked, "how was it?". he told me to ask my mum, and so i said "well, shes busy fucking my dad now. haha."

Then the loser went into loserville, by degrading me about my looks and all. Hahaha, didnt affect me at all sia, cause ive had worse. lucky for me i was too mad to bother, and i was MSN-ing other people, i told him to shoo off. Like a doggie, he then went offline. obviously blocking me. hahahaha.

it didnt end there tho, he wrote me a message on tagged after that. hahaha. really pitiful sia. he like really wanna win, when i didnt even care. dpt trophy cik abang? (yeah, i would advise u ask for a condom cause you might get herpes fucking old women.)

why i wrote it down here? cause i find it really funny i needed to share with someone. lol.

Hey Wan R, if you are reading this, (which i doubt you will cause you are busy fucking old women), seriously, GET A LIFE. hahahaha.

lotsa love. ;DDD

P/s: super desperate, cause he MSN me everytime i go online. even when i dont reply, he still go on saying "HI." hahahahaha.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Dragon Kiln.

I had a greattttt day today, bonded with my students pretty well & im telling you, they are the cutest thing on earth! here's some pikchass. haha.


the furnace


the pottery making tools


Jasper (the boy who looks like the kid in "Up" movie lol), hands-on session

the instructor


Doreen & Ezra

Kai Ying & Yu Heng

statue

Avina & Eeshita

My favourite students pictures are not here. Haha, two of them didnt come, and one of them was reluctant for a photo-taking session. Lol.

While i was busy scolding them all for making so much noise, i didnt know that one of them was hiding a camera in his hands, and recording me. & then they showed it to me and found the whole clip funny. -___-"

LTA gallery next my dear kids! (:

lotsa love.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Practice what you preach.

Apart from the fact that i am friendless at my new workplace, as there is only two other teachers I/C in the afternoon session, I AM TOTALLY LOVING MY JOB! especially now during the June holidays, we'll be going to excursions, and just having fun most of the time in the centre! It's like this, i come to work, for two hours all i have to do is supervise these kids by asking them to sleep as it's nap time. Then after that, they'll have their teabreak for half hours. Then, i have to come up with different word puzzles everyday for all of them to play, for another half hr. Then its their Playground time, for one hour. Last on the list, shower and games before they all go back. FUN OR WHAT?! hahaha. & im loving all these kids cause they are so damn cute! i have a few favourites. yeah, teacher's pet. hahaha. & some are so bratty i cant help but be patient with them. YES, this job tests my patience to the max. Most of the time, i will be screaming my heart out at all of them, but i love all of them.

& pro of what, i remember all my 15 students name already. Heh. ;D

&& i just love it when they call me MISS SYIKIN! (:

lotsa love.

sigh, if only i have someone to pick me up from work everyday. haha, it sucks to go home alone! ): dream syikin, DREAM.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Would you rather have the ability to fly, or the ability to breathe underwater?

FLY!
many reasons actually.
when there's a land natural disaster, i can save myself by flying in the air! Example, a Tsunami. That'd be so cool!

Also, it makes travelling easier. I can be in my pyjamas or anything unglamorous, if i need to travel someplace urgent, cause nobody on the streets can see me. ;D

Also, its cause i have never been on a plane ever before. The ability to fly can be a replacement for that. Haha.

(:

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that dream about you.

Late at night, when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you. And I wish on a star that, somewhere, you are thinking of me, too.

Because I'm dreaming of you tonight, until tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight. And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be than here in my room, dreaming about you and me.

Wonder if you ever see me, and I wonder if you know I'm there. If you looked in my eyes, would you see what's inside, would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close; but, so far. All I have are dreams of you, so I wait for the day and the courage to say how much I love you.
Yes, I do.

Late at night, when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of you. And I still can't believe that you came up to me and said, "I love you."
I love you, too. (:

Endlessly, dreaming.

lotsa love.