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I went to clean up my MySpace today, and god. its been a while since i updated all my pics and stuffs. and GOD i looked horrible last time, when i was obsessed with Scene Kids. I remember staying up until late night, watching vids on how to do Scene makeup. Its hilarious when i think about it again, but ohwells. i was still growing up then i guess. hahahaha.

going Bugis with dearest DINAMALLLLLLYANA tmr. hopes nothing crops up. Plan is to sell off some of my used textbooks, accompany Dina to get a new acoustic guitar (god im mad envious --.-) and then head down to Bugis to get myself something. Maybe a new pair of shoes, more fedora cap, or Shades. hahaha. ok, i seldom do planning on what to get, because most of the time i will just head down somewhere and get something i didnt plan for.

i always read peoples blog secretly. i wonder, are people doing the same on mine too. hmm.

lotsa love.

man in the mirror.

mann, i really miss MJ. and i feel like a fag, cause like most people, i started to appreciate him again only after his death. which is sad, cause he was my first real idol.

i still remembered dancing to 'beat it', freaking out over 'thriller' and singing loudly to 'smooth criminal' and wondering what 'crescendo' meant. but the thing i cant forget the most was falling in love with the young michael, when he did 'Billie Jean' at Motown.

no, im not being random. i just finished watching his documentary film a while ago, and even at age 50, i was still blown away by his awesomeness, especially during 'the way you make me feel'. it was such a tear-jerking experience, especially when he questioned our love for Earth and stuffs.

indeed a true king of pop. when my mum said that watching him on TV and stuffs makes her feel like its unbelievable MJ is dead, yeah i kind of feel that way too.

three days of tears. haha. The Notebook, Dirty Dancing, This is it.

i am officially nuts!

lotsa love.

thank god for you.

Halfway thru Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning, i clicked on the 'X' button. i guess i was just too freaked out. haha, call me a scaredy-cat or whatever, but the scene where this psycho path used a jackhammer and hit the knee of his own boss multiple times till you can hear the bones cracking into two and then killing him by smashing his head with it, was enough to make me puke. sheesh.

but i hate not knowing the ending, so heck spoiler-alert, i went to read the plot on wikipedia. haha, ok i suck. real bad. but hey, i managed to watch The Hills Have Eyes 2 yesterday though. Super messed up show i tell you, but i loved Jessica Stroupe, one of my favourite lead from 90210. this time she plays this badass army girl and became one of the survivors.

PMS. hate it. ALOT.
but this morning was the worse. the cramps were just killing me! i wanted to puke, and it felt like small little mini monkeys were jumping around in my tummy, clawing everywhere for my attention it seems. no, im not exaggerating. i felt like dying. thank god for the painkillers. got me feeling drowsy for an hr before i fell asleep for 4 hrs straight! AWESOMMMEEEEE.

lotsa love. (:

lotsa love.

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PISSED OFF

no fucking mood

wanna turn in early goodnight. 

How could you do it babe,
How could you do it to me,
Do it do it how could you do it baby,
And tear my poor heart in two?  

do you consider yourself decent?

hmm, physically yes, i guess?
but emotionally and mentally, i dont think so. i dont know, i guess its how you see it. or how you define the word "decent". (:

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don't stand so close to me.

initially had a really boring day. i felt so lazy and bored i couldnt be bothered to do anyth. not even lift up my handphone to text. i woke up at 1pm today which is like ohmygod. mum's endless nag made me feel so suffocated i couldnt care less. in truth, the first time ever, no household chores for me. my mum was super pissed at my laidback attitude. but like i said, i just dont care.

however at abt 6pm while putting away some stuffs, and while packing my casual bag, i decided to do some room cleaning. it has been a while, the dust bunnies under my bed were getting thicker. while sorting my drawer beside the window, this really cute bird flew onto my windowsill and sat on it. it was such a curious creature, it kept peeking in when i made some noise. i then snapped a picture of it before it flew away when it heard the shutter.

and then while sorting through my makeup and accessories, i realise i have too much makeup which i should give away cause i rarely use them. however so, i am pretty sure dina owns more than me, and it makes me feel a little better knowing im not the only one crazy about these kind of stuffs. :>

now im feeling super lethargic and freaked out, cause i just watched the movie "stepfather". i love that show like alot, its super freaky and i am so impressed by that dude from nicktuck, who plays the psyco father. really really cool. 

why wouldnt it be when the hero is so freaking hot? :]

meet penn badgely. yupp its the gossip girl hottie! haha.

ok, i better turn in before i go gaga over him.

lotsa love. (:

dont stand so, dont stand so close to me.

young boy, you're out of your mind.

your love for me is way outta line.

gotta run. :)

that's whacha get.

i am feeling super annoyed.

at everything. 

i wish the whole world is mine.

and only mine alone to dictate.

sheesh. you know the whole world does not revolve around you alone.

your're so gay, you dont even like boys.

i dont usually get myself involved in stuffs like this, but this thing is just making me irritated, disgusted and feeling super absurd to even call myself a girl! i dont usually like to talk about other people's life in my blog, but i just have to let this particular one out.

you see, a week ago or so, i got to know this guy and we were texting and stuffs, and i almost fell for him. note, ALMOST. i am always curious about people and hence obviously i was curious about him too, so i randomly check if he has a facebook account. and well holy crap he has a facebook account alright, but it was updated by his dearest girlfriend. hell i was pissed, cause he obviously wanted to be more than friends then (this isnt self-proclaimed, he was begging me to give him a chance cause i initially wanted to stop befriending him when i found out he was a mat). i felt really bad for the girl, because obviously she doesnt know her boyfriend is gallivanting behind her back. well, this dude said he was single. i then asked him again after finding out, and he still insisted that he was.

i am no crafty bitch, but i really felt like i needed to do something, but wasnt sure what i was supposed to do. i then consulted my besties, and asked for their opinion.

after brainstorming all possibilities, there was only one way to let it all out. i wrote her a message on facebook, to tell her everything. From start till the end. well, they got into a fight alright. how did i know? i saw their wall-war on facebook. i was glad, not because i had my revenge, but because i thought she had finally stepped out of her shell and realised that that dude was no more than a douschebag. well, apparently this wasnt the first time that that dude had cheated on her. but hell, was i wrong. her facebook status went from "married" to "engaged" to "single" to "engaged to ________". fuck, obviously they are still together?

i mean, what the fucking hell are you up to dude? why is it so difficult for you to let go of him and move on?

she doesnt lack anyth yet she still continues hanging around such a dickhead. is her head screwed up or something? god, if her answer to my questions is that "i love him too much i cant bear to let go", then screw you. cause you know what? that is not called love, that is called stupidity. cause obviously that dude just wanted her around to play around with her, or even worst, to get into her pants or someth. face it, dont you feel like crap when someone betrays you? jeez, what an IDIOT.

god, i feel so stupid right now. what a wreck she is to the female society. i am not trying to bring anybody down, nor am i trying to break up relationships, please im not a person who loves to wash other people's dirty laundries in public. instead, i just wished she was a bit more smarter and move on. yeah you love the person like mad, but hellloooooo, earth to you, he doesnt. so get your ass outta there and move the fuck on.

lotsa love.

listen to the song rise from the ashes by quietdrive. tell dina if you loike it! :D cos she's lovin it!

hahaha, quietdrive is one of my FAV bands. obv i have heard the song. but i still prefer take a drink. hahahaha.

but i like one line in that song.

Do you see the sins you're making
Cause I've made them all before XD

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here it goes again

i find it really stupid, for people to throw sarcastic remarks on their own FB walls. wait, i think i do that sometimes :P but not EVERYTIME.

I LOVE OKGOOOOOOOO. random XD

And Orianthi is a guitar goddess! i love how she shreds on the guitar. AMAZING.

my brother just said something that made me realise something REALLY weird. the genres of music i like listening to is evolving. AGAIN.

yes, again! u see, a long time ago, i was a fan of techno. i can still remember some song. (Calcutta, Butterfly, God is a Girl) haha, very embarassing to admit, but that was when i was 12 or 13 like that so it doesnt matter much now. and then i got addicted to HipHop and RnB. I totally loved Eminem and Destiny's Child. Well, i still do, but only some. I began hating Techno, Trance whatever shit cause it became a signature music for Mats and Minahs. Now they even came up with some genre called Tektonek, i think. and stupid dance moves known as the Fireball Dance. =.= and HipHop also became crappier day by day cause new artistes starting coming in, and the lyrics to the music got more and more annoying. I gave up on liking music for a while then, until i heard some really cool screamo music blasting from my brother's room. And then i became crazed about Hardcore music. Emo bands were a part of it too, but for a short period of time only (MCR hahaha).

And then NOW. i cant bear to hear screamo music THAT much, accept from certain musicians like Bless The Fall, A7X and Escape the Fate. Instead now, i listen to more indie bands and acoustic solo groupie. Weirdd much? Nahh, i think everyone experiences the same thing as i do.

DO TAKE NOTE HOWEVER, i was never a fan of POP songs. maybe britney spears only hahaha. oops, i did it again! XD

ok wtf was that for?

lotsa love.

Tempting offer, but hmm, i will see about that. haha.

syikin, can you call off the wedding with dina and marry me instead? :D

Who are you?
man, i feel so FAMOUS! XD

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what is the line in any song stuck in your head right now?

"Through the trees, i will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you
cause I'm still here breathing now.
I'm still here breathing now,
I'm still here breathing now.
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees." (:

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9000 readers? hahahahaha.

ok idk what happened to the counter, but suddenly my accumulated number of readers went from 700+ to 9000. hahaha. i dont care la, cant be bothered to change it. 

i have alot to say, but i have lost my drive to type them down, again. again, because actually i just typed out three paragraphs of some stories to share, but i deleted them. pathetic right? i know. exactly what im feeling right now.

lotsa love.

"my last year as a teenager". i still find it pretty weird. 

what hurts the most, was being so close.

hey, im actually hurt. Although it wasnt real, i felt it .

i regret what i did. things would have been different if i didnt do what i did back then. 01122009. 

and hey, i really missed you.

last text : 02122009 11.45am. bon voyage .

have a song ever made you cry before?

Yes, to be honest. But i cant remember the details, ie what song and when. Most prolly it was years ago, when i was addicted to Emo-bands. haha.

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smashing 19th.

 

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Had my most smashing 19th birthday at Ang Mo Kio. Though plan backfired, initially wanted it to be at Bishan Park but celebrated it at some HDB void deck instead due to the heavy rain, it was really great! Nothing beats more as a gift in having my besties over to celebrate my last year as a teenager. The pressies were awesome too, charm bracelet with my name engraved on it, BodyShop bath essentials as well as a FaceShop blusher. I am not a very expressive person, so it may seem like i didnt appreciate the gifts, BUT I REALLY DO. only that i was feeling a little bit too full, nauseated and my bladder felt like it wanted to burst. haha. 

and thanks guys for the wishes! very much appreciated. (:

lotsa love.

Prayin for rain

I just changed the songs on my blog again, and this time im irrevocably in love with it. Especially this song called Prayin for rain by Anthony Halls. It's really good, he's got awesome guitar skills, and he is a hottie which is a PLUS! 

Here is some of the phrases in his lyrics which got me infatuated with him. Hee. (:

There's something about thunder and lightning 

and how it makes you hold my hand tightly 

like you will never let go

There's something about a could sky

and the way it makes you want to stay inside

Like this will always be home

There's something beautiful

about a rainy day

we don get out of bed

just spend it cuddling 

like this will never get old

 MAD LOVES!

what type of guy are you into?

I cant define it cause most of the time i say i want this type of guy, yet fall for the opposite.

But for sure, I would want somebody i can sit on the swing with and never say a word with him, yet feel like as though i have had the best day of my life.

And definitely, not a MAT. (:

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If you could change lives with one friend, who would it be and why?

Nobody. I'm pretty satisfied with my life, and yes i envy all of my friends in some way, but they all have their own sets of problems and i dont wish to be in their shoes. Everybody has their own personal preferences and i dont intend to change mine. To each his own. (:

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Are you secretly lonely?

like the question demanded, "secretly".
so why should i expose it now? its meant to be kept a secret honey. (:

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How did you fall in love with Adam?

Do you mean Adam Lambert? How'd you know?

Well, his rendition of Mad World was amazing. Besides, i watched him from day one on American Idol. During Hollywood Week, he blew me off with his performance. Thats when i fell in love with him, despite the judges saying that he sounded so theatrical. (:

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what's your biggest fear?

waking up one morning from a really good dream and found out one of my loved ones just passed away.

or WORSE,

never waking up.

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do you think Bishan Park is a good place for a make-out session on saturdays?

erm depends.
if it is with a HOT guy, any place will be a good place for a makeup session, ANYTIME. hahaha.

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How would you describe yourself in 3 words?

confident, smart, responsible. (:

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If there's one thing in the world you could do right now, what would it be?

Go to Hollywood, meet all my fav stars, hang around with perez hilton to get the latest scoops, and then go down the fashion runway with Tyra Banks.

I know i sound like a tweeny-bopper junkie. :P

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If you could go only to one restaurant for the next five years, which would it be?

Swesens.
Cause thats where i had my best meal at. (:

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Do you like to smell like strawberries?

Yes. But after awhile it gets icky.
I have a shower cream that smells of strawberry and ive not used it in the last month.

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would u consider mr educated MAT?! hah !

Urm No. Cause altho hes educated, HES STILL A MAT! haha.

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what do you secretly want so badly for your birthday?

why do you want to know? are you getting them for me? :P

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If you won a million dollars what would you do with it?

Hmm, many would say Charity? But im pretty selfish, so im gonna self-indulge first before prioritizing any other things. (:

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If you could attend any concert, what would it be?

Tokio Hotel's.
Cause i love how soothing their German songs are. (:

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wad colour undie euu wearing rite nw, eww sexy bitch? XD

OMG U CRAZY PERV! O.o im so not gonna tell you!

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WOULD YOU EVER CONSIDER MAKING OUT WITH DINA MALYANA?

hahahaha, duhh. shes my fiancee? lol.

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Who's the most underrated musician?

THE JONAS BROTHERS!

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Chocolate or Vanilla?

Chocolate!! (:

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What's your favorite genre of music?

Anything so long as it isnt Techno, Trance or Hip Hop. (:

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If there is one wish on earth, which you consider the most ridiculous, yet it is of paramount importance that it be granted, what would it be?

I dont know. but for sure i would want myself to be in it. cause im up for some pretty good adventure. (:

605

This morning i woke up and had a realisation that it has been awhile since i fell sick, like my usual sinus or headaches and stuffs.
and then maybe i thought, it must be because im not schooling anymore, and i dont feel stressed out.

UNTIL.

mum asked me to sweep the floor and i swore i could see the dusts rising and i was sure i inhaled quite a sum of the flying dust bunnies.

and the whole day i have been sneezing like crazy and my nose was a leaking tap.

lesson learnt.

lotsa love.

Startstruckk

today has got to be the weirdest yet greatest day of my life, cause i got to meet ADAM LAMBERT LIVE IN PERSON! omgg. he was sooooo hot! hahaha.and and i was approached by a modeling agency to be a model LOL. plus, i got this really cute bag at Bugis Street at a damn good price!

Nurul Atika Nabila, i had fun with you. Adam ruleszxzxzxzx! hahaha.

lotsa loveee. (:

OMG! i love youuuuuuuuuu! hahahaha, nuts. :P

Reality is indeed a bitch.

i woke up this morning at 7am with a new vision in life. No dreams, nothing, but it was like as though something significant just happened in my life, and here i am rambling about how i wanna make changes and stuffs. I know its weird, but ive got a good feeling im more motivated than ever about this one. but then again, that can only be judged on face value.

 i know its a little too late for ramifications, or new year resolutions, but i still insist on stating them down here. cross your fingers and pray hard for me, cause i hope this aint gonna be like the rest of my thrash talk about changing myself.

• Lose 10kg
• No more shopping UNLESS i get myself a well-paid job where i can feel proud of 
• Wala-Wala Cafe Hangout with my peeps
• Catch up with ALL my friends (DAAIFS, primary school friends, AND secondary school friends)
• Celebrate my 19th birthday in peace
• Play the acoustic guitar REAL well
• Update my YouTube account. (as in put more videos inside. im planning on a weblog)

There. 7 resolutions. wont be that hard. or so i thought.
you see, before i came into JC, i already had a life. i was happy, with my cousins and family. I didnt have much friends, the only ones i was really close to was Nurul Atika Nabila and Anggun Kartika Dewi. the rest were just friends that comes and goes.

and then i entered JC and realise many things. i was a total noob before this. i didnt know what blogshopping was, gigs, and i didnt like really listen to much music. and then i met Iffah Khairunnisa who told me about gigs and stuffs. And Elaine Tan who introduced me to blogshopping by chance in the School Library. How pathetic was that? haha. and Dina Malyana who sort of made me a little enthusiastic about school, well, cause she was a 6-pointer. HAHA.

my life changed drastically. i had no time for family at all, i was always studying, if not very exhausted. I keep falling sick, and in turn missing classes, though at times purposely cause i was just too tired. I was diagnosed with many different illnesses, like Stomach Flu or Ulcer, Throat inflammation, and my lungs always had problems. And my sinus got worst.

And then JC life was over, but then i hadnt gotten my results. But i didnt care. I just wanted to enjoy life, meet more people and relive the days i wasted in JC. and i was glad i found a friend who had the same aims, or whatever you call it, as me. Dina, i had alot of fun going down somerset and shopping and stuffs. and i thought i was finally reliving my days, when reality finally struck down un me.

March 5th Friday 2010 came, GCE A Level results day. Although i expected worst, as i was demoralized from having to witness my shitty prelim results, it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. I managed to pass all, but hell it only gave me a chance to get into Private universities and NTU-NIE. My parents were happy that atleast i qualified for something and i thought maybe teaching was what i was destined to do. and then suddenly Dad came home with news that was such a heartbreaker. He would have to retire in 3 months, and non of us were ready for that. We spent most of our savings supporting our life through the tough times especially during the financial crisis. All of us were still in school then, and money just kept flowing out, never in. Dad's salary was never enough because we had never-ending bills to pay.

i know my resolutions have got nothing to do with my life story. I myself dont know how i ended up retelling them here, but i guess the message i was trying to put across is, although ive promised quite a whole lot of people i would do this and that with them, especially Dina, sorry pal, and my cuzzies, but i guess family comes first and i cant afford to be spending more times outside when i have a whole load of mess to clear, although im sure i wasnt the one who caused it.

No, im not asking for sympathy. But understanding, if that is the right word.

Welcome to the sad life of Nurulasyikin, and here i am once again.

lotsa love.

ECLIPSE!

JUNE 30 2010!

I CANT WAIT!

my comments: I hate the new Victoria, and Kirsten looks stupid in her wig.
Dakota Fanning is gorgeous.
I must be nuts, but the volturi is so COOL.

hence i shall say it.

The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.

mushy much? hahaha.
im bored, very very bored. ohwells, time to watch 90210!

she aint messing with no broke.

I'm happy.
Very VERY happy.
For some reason.

Yet.
At the same time, i know i can be happier than i am now.
Maybe one day, when i meet someone i can share my happiness with.
Maybe, just maybe, that person is already there, but im just totally super blind.

But like the other day when i had a discussion with my lesbian partner (haha) on the MRT, i guess for me the intensity has faded away.

Maybe cause i know i still like this person, and i cant get over him, cause he was the only one who stood out for me. but at the same time, i know we can only be BFFs. or so i thought. every time i have a conversation with another guy, i dont feel the connection anymore. is there something wrong with me?

i was able to text them just anything last time, but now, it just feels wrong cause i feel like im cheating and lying to myself?

i dont know, and i dont wanna care. but it hurts to keep thinking about it subconciously.

lotsa love..

fill me up (loser)

I HATE EXAGGERATED EXPRESSIONS! 

ergh.

JOB seeking.

GOSH im so tired from looking for jobs all over the north area. in total me and Sab managed to leave our contact numbers at 5 stores. so, nt tht bad. One of them MUST call us back. haha.

i love going out with Sab, we always have endless stories to share about. catching up on all the good old times, and realising she have been my friend for 10 years already when i filled in her name as a referee in the application form haha. and like she said, i always manage to embarrass myself when im with her. just now, we saw a friend of ours from my primary school. He's so good-looking now! This is so weird to admit, but i was so captivated by the change and stuff that i forgot i had to buy something else on the floor i was on, and ended up going up the escalator behind him. HAHAHAHA. and then after walking for a while, and after he was outta sight, I REMEMBERED! so we went down the escalator on the other side, AND SAW HIM AGAIN. if he saw us then, how embarrassing was that? but ohwells, i dont think he will be reading my blog. so, just wanna say, man hes so good-looking now! hahaha.

thanks sab for accompanying me! actually i accompanied you too hahahaha. :P see you again soon!

goodluck dina for tmr! LOL.

keep moving forward.

im losing interest in everyth.

i have no idea why, but im just so sick and tired of whatever im doing right now. so heres the deal.
this week will hopefully be my last week working in the cafe, i wanna get a proper job by then.

i dont wanna continue schooling yet, so im gonna work and earn money instead.

i will work hard to support my family, so that dad can retire in peace.

heavier responsibilities, here i come.

and im glad u texted. it's gonna make my night tonight. (:

Swensens

thks Dina!

its over and over and overrrrr...

ohmygosh.
application processes to the universities are like so darn difficult! im tired already, but i have to go through like so many pages before i can click the submit button, only to be shocked again when i have to write a 300-word essay on the spot. I gave up halfway haha. i think i'd rather go look for a job first. i still dont feel like studying, you know? haish.

i just really REALLY dont give a damn. alot of people like me says the same thing but is actually feeling anxious and stuff but i swear to god, i dont care anymore.

but im worried for you friend. you didnt reply my sms, i suppose you are... upset? cheer up okays, its not the end of the world. if you are retaking your JC2, i really hope you reconsider cause look at some of our friends who still couldnt make it after their second shot at 'A' Levels. 

lotsa love.

remember the time

im fully awake right now. actually for the past 2 hrs. but i just cant bring myself to go back to sleep. i keep dreaming of the doomsday and crying. ergh, so much for not wanting to care.

but one thing is for sure, i want to get this over and done with.

screw the world.

i need you then.

lotsa love.

HEYHO, LETS GO!

awesome day today. hang out at 313@somerset and ion orchard after work. im pretty much bushed right now, so lemme just summarise today. Dina went on a shopping spree and got nice dresses from Mango and Zara. F21 felt so boring tdy, went in and went out. I on the other hand got my very first fedhora cap ive been longing for at New Look. Next time, im gonna get some heeled-shoes. I wore the cap on my way back and gosh, it was so attention grabbing the minute i entered the MRT i could feel eyes boring into my back. haha.

ok im tired. wanna sleep a while.

and dina, i know im a good shopping partner, dont deny it. hahahahaha. just kidding! (:

lotsa love.

MSN.

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hahahaha, funny dude. ttys Mr. Firefighter!

Kiss me goodbye, im defying gravity.

GOSH im such a TV junkie. haha. once im addicted to a show, i can actually watch it over and over again. can u believe it? lol.

anyways, this may sound crazy but i actually miss going to school. okay, before you criticise me or anyth, let me break it down for you. When i say i miss school, i miss being in school cause i actually have a purpose for being there. Now my life is just... pointless. i have nowhere to go and my daily routine is just crappy. My weekdays will start out with a fruitful morning cause i will be at work with Dina, and then when she goes to work i head home. and everyday is like that, its frustrating. i spend most of my time at home, watching TV. atleast when i had school last time, my life wasnt this boring. people may say, get a job, or hangout with friends. One, its frigging hard to get a job. Two, all my besties are just busy. Work, school, and whatnots. and also for a fact that i can count the number of besties i have with my fingers on just one hand. haha.

i hang out with dina mostly, and buddy, you are also very busy most of the time. and when ure free, im not. and thats...sad. The list we made, i guess its easier said than done. I was super disapointed when canoeing was not an option. ): and Singapore is such a borrrring place. its like i wish im in america or sumth, with my own personal RV so i can tour with Dina. hahaha. clubbing is a no-no, so the only options left are Gigs and shopping. and shopping is pointless when you are broke all the time haha. and gigs.. hmm. guess thats the only thing.

sigh, my life seriously sucks. its just weird cause when i was in school, i said the same thing. maybe, just maybe, im asking for too much, and never satisfied with what i have?

lotsa love.

you are too GAY to function.

i'll blog for a little while waiting for glee to load fully.
apparently i found out that glee is currently one of the most popular TV Shows! its just too awesome to miss. (:

anywys, today in cafe was as usual. business was a little crappy and i was feeling craptastic thks to my late night sleeping. so me and dina did some crazy stuff to the Cafe Board. haha. we played the Guess Game.

 

 

 

 

 

haha, yeah we had quite a lot of fun. 

Lobo 77 was funny. we kept saying "76" in the indian accent. 

and we even created one of the highest Jenga building ever. and that was incomplete cause there were drink orders then. pics with dina. (:

okays Glee is fully loaded. 

lotsa love.

we kinda look alike in this pic, dont you think so? hahaha.